Bitter and Cold
Oct 4, 2018 1:07:55 GMT
Post by Miner7365 on Oct 4, 2018 1:07:55 GMT
Bitter and Cold
by Miner7365
Summary:
A story about a duo that, when united, were able to stand strong in the face of catastrophe. But now, isolated from each other between worlds, and finding their pasts coming after them at the worse possible time, they can only question whether they can even save themselves, much less everyone. A Gates to Infinity Post-Game story, featuring dark and semi-disturbing themes.
(As stated above, this will have some themes that some might find a bit much. It's rated T for now, due to some later character death and some gore that occurs in later parts of the story, but this has every possibility to change as time goes on. Consider yourself warned.)
Table of Contents:
1. Prologue: Bitter (Right below)
2. Chapter 1: Home Invasion
3. Chapter 2: Struggle
1. Prologue: Bitter (Right below)
2. Chapter 1: Home Invasion
3. Chapter 2: Struggle
Prologue: Bitter
?'s POVAfter all this time, we… we had defeated it.
It was finally gone…
The being previously in front of me, formerly known as the Bittercold, was now only scattered spikes of ice, a small remnant of the horrifying monster it once was. It was surreal that, after all this time, it was finally gone. Staring at where the thing once stood, as the dust left from the battle started to clear up, I tried to move forwards before finding some resistance, more then likely energy left over from the Bittercold. I guess I needed to wait.
Pulling my scarf tighter around my neck, in a attempt to warm myself up, I looked back at my partner. He was staring down at the ground, if I had to guess angry that he had to stand back and watch me have to fight it alone, rather then be by my side like he had been this entire journey. I figured he would be fine for now though. Taking one last second to look back at him, I started to look around again to make sure nothing was left of that thing. Still slightly shivering at the surroundings, the fact that I was a dragon type not helping, I started to walk forward, not wanting to take a chance there was any part of it left in its wake.
If there was any part of it left, it had to be destroyed. I could not take any chances.
As I walked forward towards the center of the room, with me fervently searching for any trace of that thing, I felt something odd come underneath my foot. Slightly sighing, I looked down and found that I was greeted with a- huh?
When I looked down, I was greeted with a image of a Zoroark staring back at me, a polaroid image. It stared at me, tauntingly, as I picked it up and tried to make some sense out of it from the image itself. It was a giant enigma to put it lightly, considering how I had not seen a single camera in this world as of yet anyways. So from where had it come from?
Just as I was about to examine the image further, I looked back up and saw Spark slightly whimpering; reminding me of what truly mattered right now. After gently put the image away in the bag, I started walking towards him. It was rare to see him in a state like this, but if he was going through what I thought he was going through, then I needed to help him.
So, I did the one thing I knew I could do to help; I hugged him and softly said something I think he needed to hear.
"It's gone. We're all free now. We're all going to be fine. We've won."
"Everyone is free now."
Seeing him having slightly calmed down after I said that, I took his hand and we started to walk down this mountain.
We, at least for a little while, walked together.
Spark's? POV
Riley and I had been walking down the path that had lead us up to that monster for a while now, as I found myself mulling over that last sentence he told me.
"Everyone is free now."
I already knew he said it for the sole purpose of trying to get me back up, but I could say for sure it did not work. If anything, the statement only reminded me of the state I was in before I met him in those woods. Back when I was that thing.
Hollowly chuckling, and in a attempt to get my mind out of the gutter, I looked back up at him. He was so cheery, and probably thought I was too, knowing him and his optimism. I had always had my head in the ditch since my childhood, and for as much as I tried to forget, I never truly could. In being honest, I had never mentioned this to him for the sole reason that I did not want him to think of me as not being normal. All I wanted from him is to be a friend.
A friend, and for him to not think of me as someone who was honestly scared of what would happen if he was not there anymore. Only just a regular old friend.
That was all I wanted.
Almost chuckling at the sheer irony of the situation, and the fact that I was down when I should be up for once in my life, I looked back towards him. He kept walking, almost marching forward in front of me, a certain proudness in each step, probably pride as to the fact that that thing was finally gone. Despite all the stuff I had done in the cavern, he still thought of me as normal, and did not catch on to my true self.
And I hoped that it was going to stay that way, at least, until I was finally ready to tell him.
If hoping actually meant anything, other then putting blind faith into something.
Sighing at the comment I had just made, I followed him as we continued to walk.
I was just being a pessimist as usual, everything would be fine.
It had to be.
Riley's POV
When we got back to town, we were praised as heroes.
Everybody in Post Town had gotten a giant celebration ready at Swanna's inn, with everyone having something to say or something to thank us for. It was one of the most uplifting things I had seen in a while.
Although, in saying that, I swore I saw the slightest tinge of melancholy in Spark's face as I walked past by him during my talk with Emolga. It seemed like I was the only one who noticed it, but it was there. It was there, and it seemed so odd for him. He was usually the kind of guy to have his head constantly up, so why was he down right now? What could have been so bad?
For a little while, I tried to disregard it, just talking to everyone and trying to have fun on this celebratory day. But every time I almost got involved in something, my mind would jump back to the topic of Spark. I could not get my mind off of him no matter what.
I knew I needed to get away for a little while. All I needed to do was go have a few moments to think.
Taking one last moment to take in the lively atmosphere the entire area gave off, I walked towards the door, leaving the lively atmosphere within the inn for the desolate place that was Post Town at night. I could still hear the lively noises of chatter as I walked away into the now empty square, as I looked up at the stars the entire time. They almost seemed to be beckoning me.
And at the same time, also reminding me of all the nights I spent stargazing outside of Driftveil, wondering what was up there. In a way, it almost seemed as if they were calling to me, telling me to go back. Slightly chuckling at the thought, I continued looking up at the stars. Why was I even thinking about that, anyways, it was not like that was even a option any- wait.
Was it an option?
I mean, the Bittercold was gone, and Hydreigon had shown that he was capable of bringing humans to this world. Surely the opposite was true?
Perhaps. I mean, in being honest, going back was a question I had not even thought about in so, so long. I had become so accustomed to being here I never really considered it that much in recent times. Was it possible for me to go back?
Would I have to chose between being here, or being with Alexia back home? Because I was not sure I would even be able to make that choice. In being honest, did I even want to have that choice?
I sighed after I reached the overhang on top of the town, the best place for looking out at the stars. Sitting down, I looked out towards the surrounding landscape; in all their serenity and beauty, with the stars twinkling over the overarching trees on the hills. If anything, I knew I was overreacting to all of this. Even if it was a option, I could worry about that tomorrow or the next day or in a week. Today, I should just be happy that the Bittercold was finally gone.
Today, nothing was going to go wrong—
Suddenly, before I had a moment to finish that though, Hydreigon flew into view from below the cliff, slightly startling me. I wondered what in Arceus' name he needed me for, but I simply stayed silent as he began to talk.
"Oh, uh… hey, nice seeing you Riley. How have you been?"
Scratching my head, confused as to his presence, I asked, "Hydreigon, is there a issue or…"
I heard him sigh. "No, no, it's... it's nothing. I just want to formally thank you again for everything you did. Really, I appreciate it."
My hand started scratching the back of my head. "Well, that's sweet and all, but why the privacy? Is… is there something else you need to tell me?"
The more we talked, the more and more I was put off by this whole situation in general. Why had he come all the way out here to tell me how thankful he was if he could have just done that when I got back to the party? Was he hiding something? Because if he was, I was not sure whether I was going to like what it turned out to be.
I was not sure I was going to like it at all.
After a few prolonged moments of silence, with only the cutting noises of wind and ruffling of leaves making a dent in it, he said, "Well uh… you see… there is this… this thing involving… involving you that I… I need to tell you…"
Now slightly sniffling, he continued. "Riley, your… your time in this world is almost up. As much as I am thankful for what you have done, for the sake of this world you… you need to go back."
"I have to send you back. I have to. I'm… I'm so sorry…"
It was then, at that exact moment, that everything felt like it came crashing down.
After all this time, I had to go back. It would be a lie to say I had not considered whether I wanted to go back, but that was me thinking of it theoretically weeks or even months down the line. Here, I was being told I had to go back almost immediately after I defeated that monster. If anything, it felt like it had to be a giant joke.
And a bad joke at that. The kind of joke you would play on someone you hated. The one that was not funny to anybody but the person making it. It felt like one, big, giant joke.
Finding myself unable to muster up anything to say, I simply walked over to a tree and lay against its side, looking up at the stars. Hydreigon followed me over, much to my chagrin, but I was not about to tell the literal voice of the world off.
Not even bothering to look towards his way as I leaned against a tree, I asked him,"When? When do you have to send me back?"
"T-tomorrow morning, unfortunately..."
Sighing, I closed my eyes, before kicking one of the nearby rocks off the hill into the stark abyss beyond. Hydreigon continued looking down at me, probably hating himself for having to say that whole thing knowing him. But if there was one thing I needed to do, it was get away, like I originally left the party to do. Just get away.
All I needed to do was get away right now.
Getting off the side of the tree, I started walking before Hydreigon flew in front of me. "Oh uh… there is… is something else I need to uh… tell you."
Sighing, I asked, "What else could there possibly be?"
Hydreigon looked to the side, shaking his head before finally saying, "There… there is also… also the fact that… that they'll forget… they'll forget all about you after… after tomorrow."
"After tomorrow, you… will basically have never existed in the eyes of everyone around here," I backed up slightly, glancing around, before he continued. "I'm sorry, but it's the only way for me to stop any damage you coming here might have caused to the world. I have to do this."
This was not real, and I knew it. This could not possibly be happening. Everyone here was going to forget that I ever existed. All of this might as well not have ever happened to me, considering only I and Hydreigon would be the ones that remembered. In the eyes of most, these six months might as well not even have happened.
And, it was at that fact, that I found myself breaking down on that hill that night. This could not be happening. It just could not. In their eyes, I would have never existed. He was just going to erase all those friendships, and make it like they never existed. He was going to take away the one time I felt like a hero from everyone else. He was just going to take that away.
"Just… meet me here tomorrow, okay," I heard Hydreigon say, slight sobbing originating from his eyes; slight sobbing I did not want or need.
"I… I know this probably is not how you… you thought your journey would end, but… it is how it is…"
Not wanting to hear anything else, I got up and walked out of the area, hoping Hydreigon would get the hint not to follow. Thankfully, he did. Knowing I could not go back to the party in the state I was in after that, I continued walking back through the town, hearing a slight ruffling in the bushes I did not bother to investigate, taking it as some feral Fletchling or some little thing that got lost from whatever parents it had. In all honesty, I just did not care.
The walk evolved into a run towards my house, with me only wanting to get away.
Because everything hurt so, so badly.
Spark's POV
No…
No… no…
This… this could not be happening…
I found myself dashing away from the bush, the bush I had just spied on the whole scene from. I did not know if he noticed the noise from the ruffling of the leaves, but I did not care at the time. Instead, I was too busy caring about what was happening in front of me.
This… this could not be happening…
No… please be a dream… please wake up…
Please…
Memories of the time I told him he should stay here forever came back up in my head, memories that now seemingly haunted me. I told him that, I told him in some hope that it would make him want to stay here, if he ever got a choice and figured out what happened to him.
But of course, it was never a choice, was it? Stories involving me have never had happy endings before, so why would this one be any different? Was I being oblivious?
And then there was the fact… the fact that I was going to forget…
That I would forget all about him… forget all about everything…
Who was I going to be when I forgot… would I still be Spark or… or would I be… would I be him again?
Everything felt like pure agony as I found myself running through the woods, the trees towering over me like judges. It was so dark that they looked only looked like towering pillars moving all around me, judging me. They all judged me, judged me for hoping, judged me for believing everything could be good for once, judged me for trying to be someone I was not.
I was so scared of losing Spark, yet it already felt like he was slipping. Slipping, slipping, and slipping.
Eventually, the towering judges of the forest gave me a final verdict of their own, when I tripped over a root leading to me ramming my head into a fallen log, taking all the wind I still had in me out in one fell swoop. Darkness consumed my vision as I fell unconscious, not waking up until the light of day shined over all.
And when I woke up, hours later, I remembered how it felt to be alone again.
It hurt.
Riley's POV
When my eyes started to twitch open as the light of morning sprawled across my face, I knew my time in this world was starting to come to a close. Sighing, regretting my actions fueled by anger last night, especially not going to the party again, I continued laying down.
Eventually, after delaying the inevitable as long as I could, I fully opened my eyes and took one last glance across the room, taking in everything one last time. I found it odd that Spark had not shown back up last night, but I disregarded it, knowing I would not have time to investigate before Hydreigon would send me back.
Either way, I would be spending these final few moments in this world alone. Alone, without him.
Sighing, and seeing no point in procrastinating, I got up and walked towards my bag. I shuffled through it, trying to see if there was anything of that much importance I might want to take with me, if I even could. Something to remember these times I spent here with all of them, together. A kind of memento, almost.
As I kept on shuffling through the bag, I started to lose hope that I would find anything that might work as one. I was about to fully give up when I felt a very familiar texture come in contact with my hand.
It was that image, that image of that Zoroark I found where the Bittercold once was. The thing that defied all my expectation as to what I would find in there.
I could have just left it, and let all of them back at the Paradise investigate it by themselves. But something about it kept bring back this weird sense of remembrance almost, it was odd. And I knew, if I was going to take anything, it had to be this.
Slowly pulling the image out, I put it on the ground to free up my hands before closing the bag for the final time I ever would. I had no need to bring it with me, considering almost all the stuff in there would not be useful to me, so I left it there for Spark to find and use.
Where was he, anyways? It was not like him for him to do stuff like this. Sure, he seemed down, but I had never seen him so down that he did not come back to the house. Did I hurt him by saying something?
I almost considered ditching Hydreigon in a attempt to go find Spark, but I knew that would be a horrid call. Hydreigon knew better then me, after all, and had helped saved my life from Munna who had tried to hold Spark ransom in order to get me to come out. I had to respect his wishes, no matter how much they conflicted mine. I could not just betray him.
And besides, he was going to be fine and I knew it. I was just overreacting as usual. Only over-questioning things that should not be questioned, connecting dots that were never meant to be connected in the first place. If anything, I just needed to get going already and stop procrastinating.
So, softly sighing, I took one last look around the entire place, before walking out of there forever, only to be greeted with the beautiful hues of the morning sky the greet me. On any other day, I would have found some joy at the sight.
Had it not been the last time I knew I was going to see it. If that little thing was not true.
Trying to get the topic out of my head, I started the long walk to Post Town, constantly thinking about everything I had done here over the last several months. I thought about the time we got Conkeldurr to build that house, and of all the times me and Spark walked along this path. I thought about all the times I had here, all the good and the bad times. I thought about it all.
It was sad, really, how I would soon be the only one with these memories. If what Hydreigon said was true, then I really was going to be the only one that remembered all of this. This entire journey would stay situated inside my head, only my own, personal little adventure that in the eyes of everyone I knew here, never happened. Not even Spark.
I never really had a choice, did I?
Sighing, and trying to get the thoughts out of my head, I found myself at the gates of post town, with everyone still asleep in their houses. I quietly took in the silence, taking one last glance at the entire area. To think, less then twelve hours prior, I was walking here to simply de-stress. All that memories of things that I did here flashed before me, almost hauntingly.
In a lot of ways, I wished I had stayed at that party. I really wish I did.
All I could do was hollowly chuckle in my own self-pity as I walked towards the hill, before climbing the steps. Every step was harder then the last, with this being the end of all the experiences I was ever going to have here. This was it.
It was time for this journey of mine to finally reach its conclusion.
After what felt like way too little time, I found myself up in the overhang, with Hydreigon being there as well. We both looked at each other for a while, silently exchanging glances. We both knew it why the other was there.
Eventually, he broke the silence, sighing and saying, "So… are you ready? If you aren't, I'm fine with you taking a few more seconds t-"
I interrupted him. "No, let's just get this over with. There is no point in waiting anyways, is there? I just want to get it over with."
Hydreigon looked somberly at the ground; whether it be in disappointment with himself for having to do this, or the fact that I was being torn away from everything I had known for the last several months, without even a proper chance to say goodbye. Either way, a ball of light slowly enveloped me, before it started to rise bringing me higher and higher in the sky. Post Town lay before me, everything I knew becoming smaller and smaller every second.
Here it was, all in front of me. The entire town.
All the memories of this place. The time I had told everyone I was truly human. All the times I went to Kecleon to get supplies for the mission. Everything.
Everything I had done in the last several months, everywhere I considered home for a long time stretched out in front of me; seemingly forever. I swore I could feel a tear slowly fall from my face as it went further and further from view.
Eventually, I heard Hydreigon ask me, "Is there… is there any… any last place you would like to visit before you leave? Anywhere?"
I took a second to wipe the tear that was rolling down my face off, before saying "Could… could I see the Paradise one last time?"
A slight grin formed on his face. "Of course."
The orb started moving towards the Paradise, gracefully. The landscapes passed by as it slowly approached the main square, with everyone starting to get up and converge at the square, everyone but… but Spark. They all seemingly stared up at the orb I was in, probably trying to find me due to my disappearance. To think this was going to be the last time we saw each other, all the way up in the sky. I could not even hear what any of them were saying from all the way up here.
Suddenly, Hydreigon started speaking again, "There, there is something I have to give you. A gift, if you will."
He slowly approached the orb holding something before putting down a frism, of all things. I looked back up at him before I got it to start playing. When It started to play, I very quickly realized that it was a goodbye message, with Emolga, Dunsparce, Herdier, and even Quagsire chiming in. Everyone was there.
Everyone but Spark.
For a moment, I felt the slightest tinge of anger toward Hydreigon, for having told them when I wanted to just disappear and not make them suffer. But, considering how well all of them seemed to take it, I could not stay mad at him.
When It finally finished playing, I turned my head to Hydreigon and said, "Thank you, th-"
That was when I noticed something was wrong. That something was very, very wrong. He was staring down at the ground, his eyes solely focused on that one thing. Wondering what could be so bad, I looked down to where he was staring.
When I looked down, all I saw was Spark staring up at me, with everyone else staring at him as if he had done something extremely horrible. That was when I realized he was crying in the middle of the square.
It was then when I realized just how badly I had ignored him in the last few hours I was in this world.
Did I… did I really just pretend everything was fine? Did my own perception of him blind me for the longest time? Did I… really let that happen?
I... I should have known… I should have.
I should have…
And as the orb rose higher and higher into the sky that fateful morning, I found myself slamming my fist against the sides of it, sobbing and hating myself. All I cared about was how much I hated myself at that very moment, for not talking to him at the party but instead trying to get away. I should have helped him.
I should not have left him alone, and pretended everything was fine. Now, he was alone.
And for that, I hated myself. I hated myself all the rest of the way up the sky. I hated myself.
When I reached the edge of the sky, I said one last thing. One last thing on that fateful day.
"Spark, please… forgive me."
"Please…"
And at that moment, everything in my sight was consumed by a bright, white light.
Spark's POV
Everyone had long since stopped staring at the orb, instead staring at me for what I had just done. I had just ruined whatever send off they had prepared for him, and made him feel horrible on his way out of here. But I did not apologize.
Instead, I found myself running. Running away from everyone. Running away from it all. I found myself running, holding back tears.
Running, running, and running. Running and feeling horrible.
Running and wondering why all of this had to happen.
Eventually, I found myself back at my house, where I instantly collapsed into a sobbing session. He was gone, forever, and I had made him feel horrible during those final moments. I made him feel horrible, like me.
And so there I lay, sobbing. Sobbing, and hurting. Hating myself, and hating what I had done the entire time.
Because it hurt. It hurt so, so much.
But, despite this, despite all the anger, I swore to myself one thing. One, single, resolute thing.
“That I will never forget you…”
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