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Post by Deleted on Jun 18, 2019 22:45:19 GMT
Yanis loved the world. How could he not? It had all his favorite things—and his favorite person.
“Guh, I seriously don’t wanna go to work today.”
Yanis’ lips curled into a small smile at the loud, over-dramatic groan. He popped another orange slice into his mouth. He swallowed, and then asked. “Is Augustine MOD again?”
“Yup,” came the unenthusiastic response. “All the other managers are either on vacation or sick or whatever. Which sucks because Augustine is the worst. Like, uh, last night he was a total jerk. One of the customers went ballistic on me, cursin’ me out and telling me I was lazy and stuff, and Augustine backed him up even after the customer was gone. Frick, he’s a jerk. I should quit.”
“If you want, I can start Smeargling jobs,” offered Yanis.
A sigh. “No, no, you don’t need to do that. I hate that guy, but the job is too convenient to quit—it’s right next to my school, remember?”
“I remember.”
“Yeah, so I at least need to keep it until I get my Bachelor’s Degree. Then I can kiss that sorry excuse for a manager goodbye.” There was a distinctly victorious edge to Maël’s tone.
Yanis curled and uncurled his toes against the fluffy white carpet. He had an inkling that Maël was imagining the day his future self quit.
Maël’s future self…
Yanis wondered what Maël would be like two years from now. Would he be different than he was now? Yanis hoped not.
“What…what do you plan to do once you graduate?” asked Yanis, pulling his knees to his chest. His fingers played with his fork, bullying his serving of scrambled eggs.
On the other side of the door, Maël hummed. “Who knows? There’s a lot I can do with a BA, though, so I’m sure I’ll find something. Maybe I’ll get a job at the Battle Chateau or somethin’. It’d be really cool to see trainers battling all day—well, as long as they don’t have me doing the post-battle field cleanup. That would get old fast.”
The Battle Chateau…
Yanis small, freezing cold thumbs beat furiously against his phone’s keyboard. “That’s…kind of far, isn’t it? Six hours even by car.”
“Eeeh, it wouldn’t take me that long. Ace could carry me back-and forth.”
Yanis squinted. “Ace is a pidgey.”
There was a pause. “…well yeah, but she could be a pidgeot by then.”
“Ace. A pidgeot.”
“Yeah!”
“In only two years?” asked Yanis skeptically.
“It could totally happen!” declared Maël.
“If you say so,” said Yanis, unconvinced. Where would Maël even find the time to train Ace? Between work and school, Yanis barely talked to him as it was. If he added in training on top of that…
Yanis inhaled deeply. Then, slowly, he started speaking. “Erm, maybe…maybe I…” he trailed off. The words became lodged in his throat.
“Maybe you could what?” asked Maël obliviously.
“N-never mind. It’s nothing…”
“Okay,” accepted Maël easily. “Anyway, my sucky work day aside, what are you going to be doin’?”
Yanis accepted the change in topic gratefully. “Hawlucha Man 3 came out today. I’m gonna download it off the Nintendo E-Shop and start a playthrough on Twitch.”
“Oh, Hawlucha Man 3 is already out? Sweet. I’ll buy it when I get home and we can do some PvP or something.”
“Sure!” said Yanis, instantly. He pressed his back against the door. If he closed his eyes, he could almost feel the warmth of Maël’s body on the other side. He wondered if Maël was grinning as wide as he was at the thought of playing together. “That’d be a lot of fun,” added Yanis after a moment.
“Great, it’s a plan then. We could also—” Maël was interrupted by an intrusive ping.
Yanis sighed. He hated that sound.
“—oh, it’s my work alarm. Sorry, Yanis, but I gotta get ready now. I’ll call you at lunch?”
“…Sure,” agreed Yanis.
Through the door, Yanis heard Maël grunt a bit as he stood up. There was the clinking of glass and silverware.
“See ya, baby,” said Maël.
“See you…”
Each step Yanis heard Maël take made his chest hurt.
Before Maël could get too far, Yanis raised his voice. “Maël, wait!”
The sound of disappearing foot steps halted. Then it resumed, only this time it got closer and closer until— “Everything alright, Yanis?”
Yanis jumped a bit. His heart still beat in his chest even as he attempted to speak. It took three tries before his voice finally did what he wanted. “Yeah, everything’s fine. I just…” didn’t want you to leave yet. Yanis fought down the words that tried so hard to break through his lips. There was no way he could say that—he was already so selfish as it was.
“I just wanted to say good luck.” Yanis cringed.
There was a beat, and then, “Thanks, Yanis!” beamed Maël from the other side of the door. His voice was bright and chipper and happy, and Yanis didn’t understand how he could sound like that.
This time, when Maël walked away, Yanis didn’t call him back.
Instead, he sat there for awhile. Eventually, he picked up his tray of food and moved over to the window. He peeked out the blinds ever so slightly to see Maël climbing into his beat-up pickup truck.
Yanis watched him go.
Yanis loved the world that consisted of his four bedroom walls, but sometimes it felt awfully lonely.
AN: Mm, so there's this thing I wrote for `Rock the Block`. It's just of meant to be a little snippet into the relationship between this very anxious young man and his boyfriend. I know it's pretty bare and not very in-depths, but hopefully it's enjoyable to some extent despite that.
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Post by vray on Jun 19, 2019 4:15:36 GMT
A very simple piece that does what it means to. As you noted in the end of your story I could tell it was pretty barebones and somewhat rather ambiguous to the relationship with the two. Though there was the "Baby" said and all, though I'm a little odded out at it since I would have expected a "Babe" but eh, details details. So in ongoing with what I enjoyed, I would say your description with gestures with the character's feelings were nice. You didn't overdo them and kept it fine and even worded funny sometimes, like bullying eggs on a plate. I also liked the simplicity of your dialogue. It felt like a conversation people would have, but with the mental insight into Yanis and thus a little bit more into his nature and all. Now as for some things I spied, I'll start with this. Which sucks because Augustine is the worst. Like, uh, last night he was a total jerk. One of the customers went ballistic on me, cursin’ me out and telling me I was lazy and stuff, and Augustine backed him up even after the customer was gone. I doth detect a form of "G" left off, in this story. Now I wouldn't really bring this up if it was a bit more consistent since I was expecting something on the lines of "Cursin' me out and tellin' me I was...." yada yada yada. It probably was something missed in this and since you do, do it later I would assume this was simply missed in editing. Next would be, Maël’s future self…
Yanis wondered what Maël would be like two years from now. Would he be different than he was now? Yanis hoped not. Slight repetition aside, this could probably be better done by simply having him thinking about his. You do have him doing what I believe is internal dialogue near the end so maybe having the first part be the recurring thing you have set up while continuing it on with his internalized thoughts about it. And for my little last thing that ain't so much a problem as it is....well.... Yanis accepted the change in topic gratefully. “Hawlucha Man 3 came out today. I’m gonna download it off the Nintendo E-Shop and start a playthrough on Twitch.” Was kind of my reaction to that. It's fine for the story and all, just a little bit of a "wait wuh?" Overall, simple and clean is the way that this reads on my device tonight! It's time to let go! And say have a good day and I wish you well. Edit: Forgot to mention, you should probably include a title and a description about the prompt stuff you're doing this on since it saves the readers having to look at the prompt in another tab and all.
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Post by Deleted on Jun 19, 2019 4:50:17 GMT
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Thank you very much for taking the time to read and review my one shot. I'm glad you enjoyed it. I'll take a moment just to respond to different things you pointed out.
Nope. This was intentional. Sometimes in real life a person leaves out one or two gs over the course of a conversation in my experience (with friends and family).
I don't really know who you're talking about. If you're saying Yanis could have thought about his own future, that was something I considered but chose not to do. Yanis suffers from serious anxiety and depression. Thinking about his own future is not something he can do when he can barely make it through day-to-day.
To your reaction on the Nintendo bit, I understand it may seem a bit weird, but in almost all the Pokémon games, there will be a Nintendo console in the Player Character's bedroom. It's my head canon that a Nintendo company also exists in the Pokémon world and sells similar product.
This piece has no title, but I went ahead and added a link so people can go read about the theme and prompt that inspired this.
Thank you very much for your feedback. I'm not used to responding to reviews, but I tried to clarify some of things you pointed out that you had an issue with. All of that aside, though, I'm glad you enjoyed the piece.
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Post by girl-like-substance on Jun 20, 2019 22:03:40 GMT
Short and sweet, huh. :> This is just a little vignette, of course, but one of the neat things you can do with a vignette is to lean into its brevity to make it much cuter than would wash in a longer piece. And that's what you do here! Yanis and Maël are very sweet together; there's a familiarity to the way they speak and act, particularly in how they talk around the huge fact of Yanis' anxiety, because that's not something they can fix right now, even if (by whatever means; we don't see what it is here) they've managed to get him to a stable place for the moment. This situation clearly can't last – Yanis' reaction to Maël leaving makes that clear, as does that final line where he sounds like he's trying pretty unsuccessfully to convince himself that he loves this room. At some point or other, Yanis is going to have to try and change things. But right now Maël has to go to work, and Yanis needs to make it through the day till he returns. So all they can do is enjoy the moment while it's there.
I also enjoyed all the little touches you worked in to give the world some depth, even in this brief snippet: Smeargling jobs, downloading video games, bad managers, the sort of tiny things that make up day-to-day life in the real world, and which, transplanted to the pokémon world, give it a reality beyond the hazy endless-summer-holiday vibe of the games. They're nice.
I think you could've gone a touch heavier on Yanis' anxiety, though. I read this from the perspective of someone who already knew what the story was about, obviously, and I felt like if I hadn't already known that, it might have been a bit trickier to figure out what was going on. You could definitely strengthen that element without losing the sweetness of this ordinary morning, if that's a concern you had.
Also, I realise Augustine the manager and Augustine Sycamore are probably two different people, but like, I kinda enjoyed thinking that maybe this is Sycamore at an earlier stage of life. :V
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Post by Deleted on Jun 20, 2019 22:39:25 GMT
Hello, eldestoyster!
Thank you for taking the time to read and review my little prompt piece; I greatly appreciate it!
Thank you! That's what I really wanted to go for. I like making the pokémon world feel more like the real world while maintaining some of the fantasy of having pokémon (although the pokémon take a backseat in this short piece).
Yeah, I think so. I was definitely struggle to make it a bit more obvious or highlight it better, though. I think it's there in the background, but rereading it myself I can see how it'd be difficult to pick up on without that background knowledge. I'll try better next time to make these kinds of concepts more pronounced.
I hadn't even thought about that, but it's hilarious. Thanks for the laugh!
Thank you very much again for taking the time to look over this and give me feedback!
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Post by Manchee on Jun 25, 2019 14:37:44 GMT
This was a nice read! I've really been digging short form works lately. This is interesting because we get a lot of the feelings that Yanis is going through, and he's clearly very focused on his relationship rather than himself or his surroundings. I was certainly confused about where this was taking place, up until the end when I figured he was just in his bedroom (a part of me thought for a second that he was in prison and they were talking through a door, lol). But I don't mind that as much because when I was younger I was in a similar headspace as Yanis and it was hard to focus on much else besides who I was dating/interesting in. So I can roughly understand how he feels. You did a good job conveying those emotions, and if I had to make any suggestions it would be to make things a little clearer but at the same time I think the ambiguity works for this, so it's not a bad thing at all if you leave it how it is. Nice job!
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Post by admin on Jul 1, 2019 23:57:28 GMT
Poor Yanis. Like, what's great about this piece is you can really hear his struggle—and frankly, that struggle is real. Like, he wants so badly to talk about the future with his (potential) partner, but he never quite gets all the way there and instead does this whole passive-aggressive dance about whether or not pidgey are an acceptable means of transportation. It's like ... who hasn't felt that moment of anxiety with a partner, where there's a difficult subject you want to breach, but they're so excited about this thing, and you kinda don't know how they'll take it anyway, not that you really know what you want to talk about in the first place, and guh. The point is, I'm rooting for Yanis to get his words together before Mael leaves. But on the other hand, it's not that simple, is it? Sure, you don't tell us what kind of place these two are from, but there's a distinct want to spread one's wings and fly away from some small-town thing in Mael, so of course Yanis would also hesitate about that. It's a classic conundrum, really. In short, this was simple, but it was adorable, and god, I want Yanis to have a happy ending. ;_;
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Post by Deleted on Jul 3, 2019 18:16:59 GMT
Manchee
Hello Manchee! I'm glad you enjoyed my short piece. The location was meant to be unclear, so I'm glad the way I wrote it complimented that intention.It's not as much that Yanis is focused on his relationship as it is Mael is the sunshine in Yanis' life. He struggles with severe anxiety and depression, enough that it's hard for him to even leave his room. Yanis is the kind of person who gets stuck in his own head, so having someone there to talk to is really important to him. Although the shortness of the piece may have made it difficult to convey all that.
Thank you for reading, and I'm glad you enjoyed.
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Hello Minty! I'm glad you enjoyed the RtB.
Yanis' struggle with anxiety and depression reflects some of my personal experience, so that maybe helped it come across well when writing it. Yanis is trapped in this box and in his head, and Mael is the person that breaches the walls. So it terrifies Yanis that time is passing and Mael is growing and living, and he just isn't. And then Yanis is too afraid to ask Mael to slow down or to stay close because Yanis doesn't want to hold Mael back or push him away.
Thank you for reading, and I'm glad you enjoyed it.
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